Saturday, July 21, 2007

!!!SCARES!!!

-THE PAIN,

THE LIES,

THE TOURCHER,

R ALL ONLY LITTEL THINGS COMPARED TO MY GOD!!!

-IM THE GURL WHO ALMOST COMMITED SUICIED,

IM THE GURL WHO CUTS BUT NEVER LET ANYONE KNOW,

IM THE GURL WHO HID MY PAIN AWAY FROM THE WORLD,

IM THE GURL WHOS BEEN RAPED TWICE...BUT NEVER TOLD ONE PERSON,

IM THE GURL WHO IS ALWAYS QUIET IN THE CORNER!!!

-DO U SEE ME?

DO U CARE?

DO U LOVE ME?

I SHALL NOT KNOW.

IM SOO SCARED!!!

-THEN U CAME ALONG U TOLD ME THT GOD WILL ALWAYS CARE

GOD WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME,

GOD ALWAYS SEES AND HEARS ME!!!

-MY LOVER OF MY SOLE REACHED INTO THE DEEPTHS AND PULLED ME OUT...

B/C HE CARES,

B/C HE LOVES ME,

B/C HE SEES ME!!!!!!!!!!

-I LOVE HIM BUT RIGHT NOW I CANT FIND HIM!!

WHERE R U NOW????

I NEED U!!!

I WANT U!!!

WHERE R U ???

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

YOU!!!!!!

-YOU MAKE ME FILL LIKE I BELONG,
YOU MAKE ME FILL ININCABLE,
WHEN WE TLK YOU MAKE ME FILL LIKE YOURE TLKEN TO MY HEART NOT MY MIND...
-WHEN YOU TOUCH ME YOU MAKE ME FILL LIKE NOTHING COULD POSSIBLIE EVER HURT ME,
WHEN I FALL YOU PICK ME UP,
WHEN IM SCARED YOU MAKE ME FILL SAFE,
AND
WHEN IM ANGREY YOU MELT ME MELT SO I CAN BE ANGREY NO MORE...
-YOU ARE WHAT IVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR,
WHAT IVE BEEN PRAYING FOR,
AND
WHAT IVE BEEN WAITING FOR...
-FOR SOOO LONG IVE WAITED AND NOW YOUR HERE,
PLEASE NEVER LEAVE ME,
PLEASE NEVER RUN FROM...
-YOU ARE WHAT I NEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, June 4, 2007

how could you?

how could you do that to me?you use me all the time...

never when i need you always when you need someone to walk and hurt....

WHY???? HOW????

you said you cared...

but you never did.

let me tell you something right now,

dont mess with me anymore...

nobody ares about you anymore....

get over your f en self....

do it for me and the others...

you thought we cared...

NEWSFLASH...

we use to but not after that

how could you?

oh well iim over you and what you did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!